Just be yourself.......don't let other control you.....

HELLO!!!~~~~ :D
April........is so boring for me TT coz long long holiday coz of water festival...TT
most of kids....really happy and enjoyed water festival but me of coz!~~ @_@
WHY!!!!! coz I not same with other......hahaha
so pity me.......! So what should I do?!?! hahaha nothing at alL!!~ :P
now planning to dye my hair *again* as green?!?! what u think? hehe

Oh!!! and one thing I must say is I got hater again!!~~
yeah......I don't mind since I always got black mails too so......
I just think like this! even I'm nothing I got haters and lots of ppl who loves me too :)
should be proud for sure :D Kkkkkkk
I LOVE ppl who always support me and always thanks for it too :)
and for who hates me.....it's easy I hate u too! K?

recently.....I enter contest!!~~
Oops!!~~don't be surprised!!!!
coz I enter as stylish hahahaha
most ppl thought I will enter as photographer?! 
Humm.....I just want to try another different subject la ;)
wish me luck!!!~~~~~and next month I will go to Design school!!~ 
I just thought of it.....Time to create my childhood dreams come true.....^^
so who said can't do both as Designer or photographer as the same time?!
Oh OMG!!! Ellen is crazy now!!!~~@___@ (I know!!! hahaha)

and lots of things happened lately.........but I still good with all =)
I miss my life time..without any friends....
I got alots of new friends now....it's good for sometimes...and bad for some..too
but at least got some ppl to talk is not bad at all!!~~~~~
like Janier ♥ said I need ppl to talk la hahaha xDDDD

Some few problems......I so embarrassed myself for my latest photos
they are nice but......with photoshop TTT
some ppl around me......telling me to used it.....
but now I feel like so so so so......upset myself for it :'(
It's just like different person....NOT ME!!! T^T 
and so sorry all for disappointing too.........
I will never do like that again!!!!
*coz some ppl *around me* likes photos with shop...
so I just try coz I want to get much likes for my photos too TT
I don't really care.........but after all I'm human too so................
BUT will be no next time.......I will try more best for myself too.........^^

***PS: but for cosplay photos I must use la xDDD hehe

and I learned something from it.......
"Just do what your heart say....not the others....."
Next time I will do as I want not what others telling me :)


These are original photos and u know........I super love it :D

Thank you for who always reading my blog and next blog post much be for JM :D

don't forget I still not writing anythings about JM's bday present that I send to him already.....
coz still don't have mood to writ about it la :P hehehe

so keep waiting hehehe ;)