Wednesday, March 21, 2018

May your dreams come true!~

Hello!!~~it's been 2 years or more? hahaha
I don't really remember now........
Well for my life.....it's going great!
I finally catch up my dreams my works and friends!
Yes I not 16 anymore and not much childish I guess....

and I can't believe myself that I not going back home for 4 or 5 years already!!!!
Singapore.....my bff and many friends.....I miss u all! :)
but don't worry for me I doing well for myself and live happily!

OK! I'm here to tell u story!
last 5 or 6 years ago......
when I start heard cosplay words I not really sure what it is?
or why ppl like to dress up? and I got friend who take me to cosplay event for the first time!
that time I don't even know how to do make up hahahahaa
but I tried my best to help that friend and end up.........I don't know since where did I become so much obsessed with cosplaying......without even I notice myself......that friend's dream become mine and yes I made some of that dreams come true :') *I so proud for myself*

first dream OK!!! here it's go!!!!
the is world wide cosplay contest.....in Japan, Nagoya.
there is many rules and my friend....she really want to go there coz only the best cosplayers can go there.......I been study lots of things since that time coz I want to support her no matter what!
but well....there is life and some ppl can't be together forever even we gonna think we will be together.....so yes me and that friend go different points of view for life and lost on way......and I finally notice wait......waittttttttt WHAT??? even before I notice I'm the best costume maker in my country.......and one day I heard the news that the contest for WCS gonna invite our country too! *it's last year ok 2017* and so I planning to go for myself but I got some problems so I decided to support friend and I made costumes for them..........I worked very hard and yes they won in our country! so we going to Japan!!! when my heard from stage the winner team DIVA..........I feel like my works and very thing I worked for paid off and show that I'm the best one..........so yes we went as team last year to Nagoya.......I love the event so muchh and yes I will go back again this year! there was some drama from team while in Nagoya but it's ok and guess again! I was one of the judge for WCS stage OMG!!!!! when I think back I really can't believe that it's a dream or real......I looked up alot to stage of WCS and I become one of Judge is so...........:') I will work more harder for my dreams.

and second one...........the is someone...cosplayer.....I know that one for the first day of I heard cosplay words....I search from google and I saw one cosplayer and I thought ohhh....it's real human? hahaha
and yes since that day she's  my idol and I always wanted to meet her........and I met her for first time in BKK,Thailand 2014 in TCC event......I cired and even can't talk coz I always thought that one is too far from me and all I can do is looking photos from internet hahaha and when I met her in real yes!! I criedd!!!! but she is so kind to me and told me if I ever come to Japan....she will come meet me! and when I told her that I from Myanmar she said she want to come visit someday..............2017 yes we going for WCS in Nagoya and OMGGGGG when I told her that we won WCS in our country so gonna be in Nagoya for 10days....and she said she will come....I was shocked that she remembered it's just a small promise.....and it's like 3 years ago and she still remember....and yes we met in Nagoya for 2 days....the happiest days of my life..........the one I always think it's too far but she just beside me........we talk and talk and talk........OMG it's too unreal :') she told me see you again! I said we will :) 2018.......Jan 15 I got a package from Japan....the name I never seen before and address from Tokyo....so I thought it's from my nee san who studying in there now.....but when I opened it I'm super shocked! and I cant believe what it in my hand!!!! it's was from my super idol :') she send me new year gift as her new photobook! and wait whattt how did she know my full name and address in Myanmar :') I'm so blessing from GOD that my idol knows how I love her and she love me too :)
since that day I got crazy idea..........I need to work hard.......I must! so that I can see her again....and I want to become better person coz of her. 2018 Feb........there is 2018 WCS event for our country.....I made myself clear that I want to go as Org again this year as a judge.....so I told main Org for it and he said Ok! and I told him I will choose judges for our contest in YGN....and so I asked my super idol if she want to come to YGN.....I got her reply in 30seconds XD she said Yes!! So yeahhhhh I gonna meet her again in April next month!!---->!!!

I'm so happy that starting from the day that I know cosplay till now..........it's just like super long way........and finally I can see how I trying hard to get what I want and finally I can understand if someone not belong to you...no matter how you love and try hard they will gone from your life :)
also I can really understand why I not good with ppl when I was young...I not the problem......but they are! coz I always use the think myself as useless until I was 14........and one day I found out I'm different and since that day I never stop working for myself to become better :)

I wish I can keep my 16 years old self somewhere........coz only my bff from SG remember how I looks like before becoming someone different :) I not sad but proud for myself but still......I wish it will be good if there some ppl still remember.........

well let's end here and see u next few years later to post something again hahahaa I just keep this blog for myself so that I can see my past....what I feel and what I learned years by years :)

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Hello again ^//////////^ after 2014-------2016

Mina sama!!~~ Hello everyone :) it's been really long time 2 years? Yess OMGG it's been 2 years that I writing something here lol hahaaa
how everyone? any SG fans missing me? or not........hahaa
yeahh it's been 3 years too that I not going to Sunny SG T_T miss ya alot all fris there
currently happily study and staying in BKK---YGN hahahaa
and what I become in 2 years?

Well......thats alot of stuffs going on......but let's me share some lol
I become really pro at my COSTUMES!!~ and design so officially designer now!~ ^^
and guess what! hahaa I'm so pro at doing make up for other and styling hair too so so...
and of coz become more better at photography too even it's not much time for shoots much anymore :) still happy tho..................................

*photo of my FAV costumes and currently my self xP






And hereeee is MEE!!~~ XP
*Plz dont ask me if I lose weight....I'm not same size and same me!~
just become more beautiful xP hahaa
Oh and yessss white hairr hahahaa so happy with my hair lol 



About life and fris........humm some goes and some still.........
love of my life is still in BKK too and bully me tho 555555555
and I got no more BFF dramas I'm over with *BFF* words hahahaa
currently only got very nice ppl who I can trust and care me :)
I really blessing for being with them :') thanks my bakas 55555


*it's not all yet hahaa some ppl missing lol since like 9 ppl group
 it's hard for us to meet all tgt with our works and bla bla bla hahaa


I guess will come visit here and write something when I got time for now ^^///
thank you for reading currently in YGN and nice weather lol hahaa

Sunday, November 2, 2014

Hello everyone!~
Long time now ^_^
Ellen deus! (I not your idol BlackRose anymore ne ^^ sorry guys!~)
4 months already that I not writing any new more post here.....
but I got mind to writ something today lolz 55555
Why am I got mind for something up?!!?
YES!!~~~ today is special day ne ^^

Today Nov - 03..............
For the first time I found out what my true talent and what I really want to be......
(of coz I good at trans news and faster updater admin too..........well..........I mean what I really really want to be in my life................) sadly................it's not Idol admin or blogger lolz T^T (so.............whatttt I leaving all behind me lolz.............my sites and blogs T^T sorry..........again)

For the first time...............I making costumes for some fris (ex-friends I mean ^^ of coz I SUPER HATE them now...........wanna make-up?! NO THANKSS!) 
I don't really have much confidence about myself that time............but I really worked hard........not sleep for week+ as I remember............

NOV - 03 2013..........its the first time in my life that I can be really genius lolzzz 
(**for real world I mean..........I kinda tired for internet idol ><)
that EX-fris dancing on stage with my handmade costumes.........
when I see them..........I feel something different for very first time.........
that "WOW!~so beautiful!~and you are the one who made them!!"
**can't believe my eyesss OMG!!~ *O*
OK! for my genius part................I quite know that I really work harder than other ppl
so.................and for the other side of me.........I really love cutting papers and handmade things and I really good at that since age of 05 lolz 5555555555555
so I told myself why don't keep try to making costumes and dresses?! and I thought if I study well.............I can be pro too ^_^ (OHH ya!~ I quite pro now xPPP)

Why cosplay costumes?!

Ohhh yaa can notice lately.........I watching and kinda like anime and Japanese stuffs
(basically I'm Japanese translator in sites too so........)
and I found out that bring something from 2D to real world 3D is really WOW thing :D
So............final answer.........I want to become costume designer.....
(as my genius part..........I found out that in 5 mins..........while they dancing on stage ^^)
that's one of the reason why I never forget Nov03 lolz............
(for other heart breaking part..........
plz let's skip lah u might hate to heard really bad words ^^)

today............the officially 1 year that I start making costumes.....and I never thought public will accept me................Hummm why am I think like that?! well............I kinda popular with my cold personality in my country lolzzz XDDD (not in SG of cozzz!!!!)
so...............but well I try to change it ^^ and I good at acting too so.......
Super happy that some ppl already accept my works and mostly my costumes won the prizes in contests too :') 

and..............for the first time I got mind to stop being admin or anything and live normal lol :'(
OK!! no more blames......that idea not come out so easily lol.............it's break my heart many times to cut that relation with all fans and my duties lol :'( especially my SS (well........I still love them and FOREVER I will!!~~only my support way is different now....) 
BUT!! well...............finally I can............and I got what I want now too ^^
and I will answer my famous question now..............
(I guess most of u want to know........coz I never make it officially........)

Why u stop being admin?!

For the first time when I found out what I really good at...........I remember my childhood dream is to become Pro-designer......and I just notice that it's not too late for me to start and working hard for my life.........so I think about problems seriously!

1. Company MD?! (like my mom.......)
Ans : NO!!! I don't think I want to be like her lolz of coz I need to take care my family business someday...........but too bad I got no idea for it still now xD

2. Idol from internet and Admin?!
Ans : YES!!!! I love to popular around and live friendly and traveling around meet fris.......^_^
and I can support my SS as much as I want freely!!~ <3 <3 <3
but...............what can it give to my life?! nothing!!! :'( 

3. Designer............or photographer?!
Ans : Well!!~ YES I really good at that I think XD 
I mean I good at digital stuffs but I found out I more good at handmade stuffs....
like I found out my other-self in that part.......
Oh ya............why costume designer?! normal designer might be too boring so....XD

so..........Final result............I stop being admin and kinda stop studying photography too XDD
and now!~ here I am! live happily with my costumes lolzzzz I being admin for 7 years.......and I think it's enough for me stop being childish and grow up!~ coz u know ne.......even my co-admins who younger than me.......they always worry about me and keep eyes on me coz I more crazy fan than other XDD now.....u guys don't need to anymore :') I can stand by myself now ^^ I just keep moving forward but without all of my beloved ppl..........:') TripleS your are my only 1 family and can accept who I am...........but it's time for me to say offically good bye :)
Don't worry guys.................your EX-admin is now living happily without worries.......and I use to having some fris here too ^^ I just happen to choose the way of living and keep walking without him.......my JM I love him so much.......but that's why I need to forget him! love is weakness lol hahahaha and I really mean it............"IM SORRY!!" some of u might don't like current myself now and want old me back...........but it's will not happen I not coming back! so just accept reality and keep moving forward too ^^ Good bye my belove world.........it's too good to have memories for 7++years lolz

Why am I speak out this after 1 year later?! yes.........my brain too good and I can remember all things even I just use to said I forgot >< (coz sometime......forget words is really good lol)
Nov - 03 
the most special day for me.......coz it's my FAV member of SS501's birthday too ^_^
생일 축하합니다!!~허영생 my price :') I miss u so much!~~~ and if one day...................if I still can...........I want to see you...........ALL of u...........our SS501 <3 Forever Together As One!!~

Endd!!~~ Thank you for reading ^_^ and see ya agaiN!~
Ohh wait I going back to SG in 03 Dec so...........see ya all!~ >3<

Love ya!~ ;)

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

こんにちは!!〜 ^^
Oopss sorry.........I not good blogger that leaving with empty post for very long T_T
but.............here is me again ^_^ with super long post >3<

PS: I not writing blog since March>!>!>!!!! WTFFF O.O
Okie lah! I promise I'll keep updating here (only if got more times Orz....T^T)

Well.........ppl how are u lolz :3 me fine!!! I cut my long hair anyway xP
and currently in pink and green mixed........but will back to blue in anytime later...





I been super super.............busy lately with costumes and designs :3
and there is 1 event in August and since we gonna do "Maid Cafe" 
more busy XDDD 

Here is my latest collection of "Rainbow Dreams" 
**ALL IMAGES ARE COPY-RIGHT!
**DO NOT TAKE IT!!!!







*well rainbow don't have black and 7 colors but I love black alot so let it be xP*

I never done original design for costume before.....so I really happy that all came out really nice :D
and I put some extra own style on it like Apron part is patterning very carefully :3 
my bff said it's nice than last maid costumes.....I know right :3
here is some step by step parts :3
I kind feel like I really need to take WIP photos lolz xPPPP

*FYI I specialized in circle and lolita designs ;)
and that lines are folded by hand!~
PS:how many meters that I folded?! T^T till I got injury my hands TT
but I really happy that I can done all in 28 hours non-stop ><



plain dresses :3 


cutting skirt parts.....and for all!~ 


testing subject is............BLACK :3 coz I kinda don't like other colors lolz xP



First I thinking about only 1 line.........but later changes my mind and become 2......
*BIG mistake TT so that's why I need to do with never ending love T^T
but I really happy with results though <3



Amy's :) 


this is the best part!!! >//////< 



for apron :3 all lines and parts tgt <3 





 
come to me my baby >////<


you know that kind of feeling..........
they are just raw fabrics and I cut them......design them to become pretty and cute.....
all with my own hand so I really love my costumes alot!!~ <3
and so much care for it too......>/////<

Oh and ya!~ got new group :3 with 5 members (I love number 5!!~~ ^^)
well........Pann is no need to tell all know she's my bff.....
later will intro other officially xPP
and 1 more I'm too happy with new fris lol unlike old......:3
Oh well better stop about it 555555

currently busy and even I might let my brother go without goodbye for 3 years?!! TT
No wayyy!!~ Oppa forgive me......I'll try my best to run BKK and greet u TT
but why u not come to SG lol >//<
Oh oh wait.........I gonna join STGCC this year........so see ya all in SG 
home sweet home lol >< I know alot of u waiting me to back SG T^T
and there is event in August and I kind super busy for it xPP
wait and see more update ne ;)

Bye for now.............!!~
till now your BlackRose who love JM alot lolz :')

Saturday, March 1, 2014

NOTICE!!!~~It's gonna be super long!!!
so u can just leave if don't want to see many photos xP

22/02/14

Hola!!~~~it's show time :3
it's event day na ^_^ and yet! I going around in city lolz
so only go to event at evening 5555 since nothing special for first day :3

---around 9AM
Yuya showing me around in city :3
she so lovely and cute na <3
She's also representative guest of Cambodia for event too :D
we had lots of fun and shocking things too 5555
like got accidents for 3 times lolllzz xp




My breakfast coffee :3




at sport stadium 





Yuya bring me to Lemon Ju Ju
Omo!!~~~next time I'll try some foods too 
but too bad there is only few times....
I just take some pics and come back xddddd






Here is some nice views of city :3






























---around 11:30AM
I run to airport and pick up fri lolz
than to event :3
having lunch alone at airport while waiting.....
Beef noodle and super yummy :3 
*OK! I'm happy girl 55555+









----around 1:30PM
arrived to event!!!!!
Pann cos as Mayuyu (AKB0048)
OK!!!! my AKB costume nice as event :3
and Omo!! I found other 2 members of AKB from guest group too :3
good than u not alone na baby <3












Omo!!!~~~Pann's wig so nice na :3
Of coz it's from our shop Zone for Cosplay Things
Costume made by me ;)






Vi cos Junko................@__@
OMGGG!!! my Junko <3 <3 <3
let me kill u lahhh since I love u so much :3
Oops!!~I kissed Junko xP




with new friends :3 and there is Min too 555

*group photo...pro-shooted by Leo* :3





After event.....around 6.......
Me and Min going dinner and night market :3
I took some videos with my phone 
since no energy to hold camera xddddd
buy some gifts for friends and for my boss also xddd

*Dinner!!~~~so yummy na :3


Ohhh and all of my name cards are gone only in day-1 
OMG!!! >////////< thanks so much for who taking lolz :)



23/02/14

Woohooo!!!~~today is THE DAY na xP
Pann will cos Junko!!!! OMGG my leather Junko's coat <3
I love u na my costume :3 and there will be Monokumas too!!~~
We enjoy event sooooo MUCHH !!~~~555555
even no breakfast (since I woke up late xD) and no lunch xPP

If u want to see full-set of event photos ---> HERE

and here is some of my selfie with lovely friends :3

With my Kuma & Junko <3 
OMGG!!~~baby let me kill u lahh since I love u so much ahahha 





Someone from D.Gray-man!!!~~~
My super FAV anime with 103 eps xPP
Oops such a handsome lahh 555+


My monokuma again :3 anyway I wearing as Kuma on that day also!!~~
me,K and Nick :3




Vi!!!!!~~~I love u so much na >////////<
Vi said she looks old! with that makeup and costume..
me said...."No Vi! u don't looks old lah u just looks like my grandmom :3"


with handsome boy Nick :)
baby I already miss u alot na 5555+


with Rose :) I wish I can meet LaLa also....maybe next time na ^^



with our Yunno @____@
OMGGG her mood is super scary lols xPP
but I love ya na 555



Pro-shoot by Ouji :3
nice group pic na :D



with Ko Nay Aung Latt's bro 555555555555+


Chuuuu!!!~~~~>3333333<



with very pro-photographers Lim Hok & Khung :D
very nice meeting u guys!!!~~~see ya very soon again
and let's go out for shooting next time :)


Someone from another :) 
Opps T_T I forgot this pretty girl's name TTT


Group pic again :3 
*___* 2 pretty girls beside me lolzzzz xd


Heheheheeee nice to meet u again na xPPP
why u not cos monokuma anyway T__T 


with pretty rose <3
I'm also rose too anyway xP since my name BlackRose50101 


with my new boy-friend XPP
Shu already miss u alot na ^^


with handsome Ouji
jub jub jub >33<


FINALLYY!!!~~ Stalker met Stalker >///<
Bebe baby <3 with are u so cute xdddd



Yuya turn into sexy Kaito @_@


with Linda :)


with Sophear 
I love your smile na :D



I love this pic soo much >//<



2 Kumas and Junko :3


  with my Price-sama <3




baby u looks scary na xPPPPPPPPP


Some snaps from event :3 to see more.......go to my page lolzz xP













Myanmar's monokuma met Cambodia's monokuma :3 


My happy kuma and Junko <3
both costumes are by me :3 
Omo!!~I'm happy girl too xP















OMG!!!~~Vi!!~~very dance is just..........OMGGG XD
I only got 3 pics lols ahha since your moves are super fast



Outfit of the day.........
I love my legging and coat that I wear on event day :)
and Monokuma coat (ok! designed by me I only using kuma colors lolz)




Here is some of my costumes that I made :3

Junko's new costume for Pann 
my bday present for her also!!~~





Monokuma costume for K 
Omo T___T I doing some mistakes na ><
wrong sideeeeee so sorry na............T_T
but thanks godd K like it and size is fit too :)




Uta-no Price Sama costume for Min
I got no choice.....since I not done gold parts in YGN......
I just bring all with me and working in my hotel room lols xP





After event.............I back to hotel and resting for 2 hours+ 
than going out dinner lah :3 this time is alone and my last night in cambodia
so I got idea to go walk around and take some night views....
but so bad............since I come without tripod........I can't :(







My yummy Japanese dinner :3





Last day.............24/02/14
Bye Bye Cambodia!!!!~~~
I gonna miss u all of u!!!~~
my lovely and very kind friends :)
and I gonna come and visit again soon ^^
Thank you for everything and for nice memories too na <3

On my way to airport................
I check out from hotel at 11:30 AM 
but my flight is like 5PM lols xP
so I just waiting my flight & Pann happily at airport 




*while waiting............my yummy lunch *O*








I wearing my collection design coat....

than Vi said I looks like Fushimi Saruhiko from K XXDDDD


Group pic again :3
with Yuki,Vi,Pann and Me :3 and Kuma too of coz xPPP






Here we come BKK!!!~~~~



About my first trip to Cambodia.......

OK!! this is my first time trip to Asia out of Singapore/Malaysia/BKK lolzz xP
and first time trip with friend too :3 since I'm solo I always going alone!!~
In cambodia.........I feel like everythings is same as Thai and Myanmar :3
and mostly PPL are nice and kind ^^ foods are yummy too!!~
but weather is hot >_< and nothing so special to see 5555555+
still..........I got lots of funs coz of my friends :) they all super be nice to me! ^_^
and one thing I notice is................airport is so small @___@
I thought Myanmar airport is super small but now wahtttt!!!

in Cambodia is more lolzzz xddddd
and almost all ppl in city..........whatever I go......just looking at me lolzzz
as my fri said coz of my hair is..............>< OK my hair is normal for me XD
and in event.........I got lots of mistaken as Cosplayer and many thinks my hair is wig xD
and some asking me..........I'm Japanese 55555555+ Kkk it's normal questions though...^^
final word........I really like Cambodia and already put it in my list for next Asia tour ;) 
see ya all fris soon again ^_^ please come and visit Singapore too!

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24/02/14

Woohooo!!~~~Welcome back to BKK :3
we arrived around 6PM lah.........
I thought my boss come and pick up me.......but no lahh
his son come with his girl friend :3
OMG!!!! I so happy that pretty and cute girl come and pick up me xDDDD
We not go to hotel but directly to dinner..........
Kkkk I dead T^T since all are thai foods............
I CAN'T EATTTT >_< but Pann still love all though....==!





Omo!!~~~She so cute na XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and also a singer too :D woohoo got very angle voice lolz <3


arrived to hotel around at 11PM
but there is some serious problem with me!!
I NEED TO styling my hair NOWWW lolzzz XD
no choice.......walk around and searching!!!!
Omo! GOD save me lahh I found 1 hair salon 555+
when me and Pann done styling our hair and back to hotel is like 1AM xd
we so tired already........but since we are vampire....no sleep xP
and calling all friends lols at 1:30AM haha 
like HELLOOO!!!!~~We are in BKK now xP
OMGGG so crazyyy 555555555555+
Kkkk let's it be xP



25/02/14

First day in BKK!!!!~~~~
Pann wlecome to BKK :3 since this is your first time!!
and for me also xPPPP welcome again5555555555+
Omggg!!~~~I love.............MEE xP
I love my hairrrr 55555555555+
*welcome to my crazy world :3










We got date with Koyuki-chan OMG!!~~~~
can't wait to see her ^O^/
Yet............! the taxi driver drop us at wrong place @__@
maybe since he even can't understand what we saying in English lollss T_T
Than no choice.......let's go by MRT 5555+
*This is my first time MRT in BKK xP
unlike in SG I can't look maps lol ahahhaaaa





City is nothing change....but hot as ever xP







Omm!!~~Finally we met T^T
so sorry na Yuki-chan....for keep waiting u like 2hours TT since we kinda lost lolzz xP
u pretty as always na >////< miss u alot too and nice to meet u again :3











OMG!!!~I love my hair color in this pic lolzz xd


First thing to do before shopping................LUNCHHH! XD
I super hungry lolzz 5555+
Koyuki-chan treat us lunch :3
Pizza!!!! OMG! buy 1 get free 1!!! Oops xPP
now.............I kinda hate Pizza 555+ since eating alot xP
Thank you for lunch na Yuki-chan :3










Next is.........Time for SHOPPINGGGG!!~~^o^///
One of  Yuki-chan friend joined us!!~she's also cosplayer and so cute @__@



and I meet u again..............my love my baby my Shinnnnnnn <3
U know how much I miss u??? 5555555555555555+


Pann want some boots and things....so we go around and search lah :3





*baby I'll just follow u na xP



Why are u soooo handsome xD




We also go and check CosplayHostclub shop :3
Shop owner is one of famous coser too!! 
She so cute *___*
before going to shop.......
I requested Koyuki to please stop me........
IF there is monokuma and I try to buy lolz
since I gonna buy is no matter what ><
so I need some ppl to stop me T^T
*I'm poor................><
and at the book shop..................
I also said please try to stop me if I try to buy.......xD
but............my evil Shin show me FREE photobook xDDDDD
than me bought it 55555555+
OMGGGG I not otaku u know..........
but no one believe me T^T


at the shop!! Woww!~so many nice things...:D
and.............there is monokuma too ><

very bad part is....................when I saw I just grab it and go to counter...........give 800TBH xDDDDD even yuki-chan no time to stop lolzzz xPPPP
even Pann want.............she's late since I'm super fast xP
I got my BIG and cute Kuma :D <3 love it so much!!~~









take some rest at Starbucks!!~~~
Omo!!~I super happy to see u again Starbucks xPP



*we just try to promoting starbucks na xP





My love love love.....................................Shin <3 
PS: I more love starbucks that time..........I think xDDD








Koyuki left since she got other things to do :)
Thanks million time for shopping and showing around us all day na :D
and how I wish Vi can come and join us too but since she got classes can't xd
we contain with Shin (my love <3) to Terminal-21
there is 1 Emo fashion shop........like all are black TT
and bad part is............everything inside is smiling at me I think XD OMGGG
and than Kpop shop.......................................................................
I so dead...................................I found my bro.......T_T Lukcy guy limited and breakdown too xD
even 1 got 1 copies each.........but I still want to buy and I start screaming T___T
Opppaaaaaaaaaaa!!!~~~Shin and Pann drag me out from shop T___T
OMGGG Brother...........sorry na T____T OMGGGG
I think that CD still looking and waiting me lolzzz I think XD
*SUPER crazy xd OK NVMMM I'm TS so whatttt
I maybe acting like I don't care nor like...........but when the times come...
I can't run nor hind XDDDDD I LOVE.................SS501 xd






*family photo xPPP my son Kuma so cute 5555555555+





baby u always Junko for me na :3




Dinner timmeee!!~~~Shin thanks for dinner na :D
actually.........I just want to eat u lah :3 not food 555






than we back to Hotel...........already 8:30++PM lolzz
Shin send us till MRT and tell don't get lost 5555+
it's ok! if we lost I'll just call u 5555+
and gifts from my love love love..............KILL ME XD




Day 1 END!!~~good night BKK :3
and the real shocking day is day 2 lollzzzz xD

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26/02/14

Me and Pann's normal plan is..............shopping + meeting my manager since 9 till 12
but.........................We woke up at 11AM LOLzzz xDDD
Omo!!~~~ @____________@ HELLPPP!!! Late lahh xd
sorry na Shin..........even I ask u to take day off from work ><
only can meet u at evening T___T all blames goes to Pann xP
but can blame me too >_< since today is special.......
I need to buy some new outfits and my nailsss of coz XD
So need to SHOPPING first :3

*New nails :3 



We done shopping aroind 3:30PM and run to hotel.....doing our make up and run to Central Rama9 lols >< since Shin already waiting us there..............><

PS: since I love my son kuma so much will bring everywhere I go 555+




I meet someone......................
someone that I like ALOT XDDDDDD
normally I'm super talkative and hyper active
but I lost my voice lolzzz..........can't talk........
since my princess is just right in front of my eyes :'(
OMGGG!!! *cries in river* OMGGG................
I want to talk to u more........... but I just can't..........>_<
I just don't know where to start XD

*some facts about me..........
my Korean language level is high.....
but I can't talk to JM.......since I love him alot ><
I can't talk to Irvy too.......just like same feeling with JM ><
SO WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT OMG ><

Shin please don't kill me ><

Irvy my super idol designer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @____________@
I just want to run and screaming >_< but I keep my control >< OMG so hard lahh
and how I wish..........my hair style is good and right lolzz 
but no lahh I hate my hair style that day T_T
OMGGGG I looks so messy :'((((((( 







PS: someone touch my head.....without permission
if other person.........that one will dead in my hand lolz
since it's Irvy..........I DON"T MINDDDD
U can even cut my head if u want :D I still don't mind :D

*some facts again...
I don't like someone touch my head lolz
only for my hair stylish and some special ppl :3
get permission to touch my hair and head :3




Why are u so....................T-----------------T


but I still love u more na Shin <3 
don't misunderstanddddd I love Irvy.......ok nvmmm 
whatever xD I love uuuu MORE SHINNNN xDDD


*who to look????? since I love u BOTH XD




I ordered some cards and poster from Irvy.......
so service...she signed on them personally and treat cakes lol T_T
so kinddddd!!!!! >////////////////////////////////<



my handsome baby >///<


Shin try to took photo of me while I looking at Irvy........but I not allow u na xP








Yummy cake!!~ <3





another shocking thing........................
my manager calling since morning to have dinner together with Boss ><
I got no other ways...........so just bring my 2 loves with me too :3

*while waiting at hotel :3







  My boss and his brother :3
*as he said lolzzzz xD


this one a little creepy xP


Family photo again :3 also there is my son monokuma too :3






Dinner is super Yummy Japanese foods!!!~
Yesss finally no thia food for me :3








This remind me someone lollzzzz :3



After dinner.........back to hotel
send Irvy and Shin first lolz ><
Thank you Irvy for your times and sorry again T____T
Ok thanks too na my baby Shin xP
My boss personally drive for us *_*
*die............* 
Thank you alot for dinner and all sponsors too ><
I'll work hard for u na!!!~ OK all I can is just ask my Mom 
to have good relation with your company :)

Day 2 End.....................Omg......I did my evil plan but fail lolz >3<
to kidnap Irvy xPPPPPPPPPPP

My love..............like my gifts T____T
ok there is black rose in Irvy's hand.........
told ya black roses from me is only for very few special person lol
Omo!!!~after all I love my name a lottt!!!~ @BlackRose50101




Posters and Cards from Irvy #____________#
Bye bye all.................
Ellen  (RIP)
Just pass away..................
Age :20 xPPPPP







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27/02/14

last day in BKK :3
it's ok since I still need to back as...><
we check out from hotel at 11AM and go to cat cafe <3
Vi waiting us at there :) my boss's son come and pick up me from hotel...xd
and he also followed to cat cafe too XD 
We stay at cat cafe till 1:30PM and than I run to airport.....
Pann contain to Maid cafe :) since we got different flight....
Vi send be off lolz :3 I worried that she may missed her flight 5555

Some cute cats pics :3
the cafe is so cute and lovely!
and very clean too ><
the cats's hairs are even more better than my hair lolzz T^T


















































This one is my FAV cat in cafe <3 OMGGGG looks at the eyes <3 
so cute one and super active too :D

*2 super stars :3 OMG!! Vi is living doll lolzz
she so cute *__________*
Follow my girl on Fackbook Valxonia Cosplay she's great coser too <3














Food at cat cafe :3 yummy and super cute to eat lolz :)






Selfie with cute little ones :3
Omo! it's hard to take na >< 









On my way to airport now :3
bye bye again BKK brb soon!!!~
and thanks to my boss and his son for everything too!!~
see ya guys next 2 days in YGN xPPPP hahaha





Lunch while waiting my flight :3
at Fuji and japanese food for me again xP







My son said...........
"This is my first time flight and to Myanamar..........
I kinda scared since mommy said ppl in YGN no nice to her......
but I'll protect my mommy since she's very nice to me.....
I'll just kill all ppl who hate my mommy upupupup"
HOW CUTTTEEE my son is ;)




OK!!! My first trip for 2014 is End happliy with many good memories :)
bye bye BKK!!!~~and see ya so soon again my pretty girls and handsome boy <3

Facts for trip...............This is my first time to travel with Myanmar friend lolzz
since Pann is my BFF no problem for me :) if other..........I don't know what will happen too :3
omo! after all I love being Solo xPPP
and Lek............sorry na can't meet T^T and other TS friends too........
I hope to see ya all in show soon ;) let's scream and rock once again like old times!

Thank you so much for reading till the end of this blog xPP
this one is super long lahhh!!!~and it's took many hours for me to done too xD
since many photos T^T but I happy na ^___^

Next trip............................Sunny land here I back!!!!~~
I miss u guys my SG <3 see ya in 1 month later :) 

First thing to do in YGN when I arrived.............
styling my hair and nails xDD
OK!!!!!~I can't live without it ><
My hair always need to be right style 
if not I feel like I looks cheap T_T

Oh oh!!~~~I love u!!! my silver,purple,blue and green hair lolzzz xP



and Shin...............I already miss u alot T__T
and believe me lahh I come to BKK only to meet u na ^^
Love youuu!!!~ >////////////////<