May your dreams come true!~

Hello!!~~it's been 2 years or more? hahaha
I don't really remember now........
Well for my life.....it's going great!
I finally catch up my dreams my works and friends!
Yes I not 16 anymore and not much childish I guess....

and I can't believe myself that I not going back home for 4 or 5 years already!!!!
Singapore.....my bff and many friends.....I miss u all! :)
but don't worry for me I doing well for myself and live happily!

OK! I'm here to tell u story!
last 5 or 6 years ago......
when I start heard cosplay words I not really sure what it is?
or why ppl like to dress up? and I got friend who take me to cosplay event for the first time!
that time I don't even know how to do make up hahahahaa
but I tried my best to help that friend and end up.........I don't know since where did I become so much obsessed with cosplaying......without even I notice myself......that friend's dream become mine and yes I made some of that dreams come true :') *I so proud for myself*

first dream OK!!! here it's go!!!!
the is world wide cosplay contest.....in Japan, Nagoya.
there is many rules and my friend....she really want to go there coz only the best cosplayers can go there.......I been study lots of things since that time coz I want to support her no matter what!
but well....there is life and some ppl can't be together forever even we gonna think we will be together.....so yes me and that friend go different points of view for life and lost on way......and I finally notice wait......waittttttttt WHAT??? even before I notice I'm the best costume maker in my country.......and one day I heard the news that the contest for WCS gonna invite our country too! *it's last year ok 2017* and so I planning to go for myself but I got some problems so I decided to support friend and I made costumes for them..........I worked very hard and yes they won in our country! so we going to Japan!!! when my heard from stage the winner team DIVA..........I feel like my works and very thing I worked for paid off and show that I'm the best one..........so yes we went as team last year to Nagoya.......I love the event so muchh and yes I will go back again this year! there was some drama from team while in Nagoya but it's ok and guess again! I was one of the judge for WCS stage OMG!!!!! when I think back I really can't believe that it's a dream or real......I looked up alot to stage of WCS and I become one of Judge is so...........:') I will work more harder for my dreams.

and second one...........the is someone...cosplayer.....I know that one for the first day of I heard cosplay words....I search from google and I saw one cosplayer and I thought ohhh....it's real human? hahaha
and yes since that day she's  my idol and I always wanted to meet her........and I met her for first time in BKK,Thailand 2014 in TCC event......I cired and even can't talk coz I always thought that one is too far from me and all I can do is looking photos from internet hahaha and when I met her in real yes!! I criedd!!!! but she is so kind to me and told me if I ever come to Japan....she will come meet me! and when I told her that I from Myanmar she said she want to come visit someday..............2017 yes we going for WCS in Nagoya and OMGGGGG when I told her that we won WCS in our country so gonna be in Nagoya for 10days....and she said she will come....I was shocked that she remembered it's just a small promise.....and it's like 3 years ago and she still remember....and yes we met in Nagoya for 2 days....the happiest days of my life..........the one I always think it's too far but she just beside me........we talk and talk and talk........OMG it's too unreal :') she told me see you again! I said we will :) 2018.......Jan 15 I got a package from Japan....the name I never seen before and address from Tokyo....so I thought it's from my nee san who studying in there now.....but when I opened it I'm super shocked! and I cant believe what it in my hand!!!! it's was from my super idol :') she send me new year gift as her new photobook! and wait whattt how did she know my full name and address in Myanmar :') I'm so blessing from GOD that my idol knows how I love her and she love me too :)
since that day I got crazy idea..........I need to work hard.......I must! so that I can see her again....and I want to become better person coz of her. 2018 Feb........there is 2018 WCS event for our country.....I made myself clear that I want to go as Org again this year as a judge.....so I told main Org for it and he said Ok! and I told him I will choose judges for our contest in YGN....and so I asked my super idol if she want to come to YGN.....I got her reply in 30seconds XD she said Yes!! So yeahhhhh I gonna meet her again in April next month!!---->!!!

I'm so happy that starting from the day that I know cosplay till now..........it's just like super long way........and finally I can see how I trying hard to get what I want and finally I can understand if someone not belong to you...no matter how you love and try hard they will gone from your life :)
also I can really understand why I not good with ppl when I was young...I not the problem......but they are! coz I always use the think myself as useless until I was 14........and one day I found out I'm different and since that day I never stop working for myself to become better :)

I wish I can keep my 16 years old self somewhere........coz only my bff from SG remember how I looks like before becoming someone different :) I not sad but proud for myself but still......I wish it will be good if there some ppl still remember.........

well let's end here and see u next few years later to post something again hahahaa I just keep this blog for myself so that I can see my past....what I feel and what I learned years by years :)